The decision has been made

So those of you who don't know, I'm moving back to Indiana! I have been debating this for quite some time and have finally decided that it is the right thing to do. The more I think about it the more nervous I get! I know that I am ready for a change in my life, but I don't like change unless I know its going to be a good one! I notice that I am feeling the same way I did as my move out west got closer and closer. Everything worked out there! My plan is to live in Indianapolis and go back to school! I am going back to school to study Occupational Therapy! I am so ready to go back to school and learn! Especially anatomy!! One thing that is really getting to me though, is that there are people telling me not to go. They are some who are telling me that I will be making a mistake if I do go. I'd have to say I disagree! Wanting to be closer to my family is not a mistake. Yes, we are all different and there are times when they upset me but in the end I still love them. All of my life I have made my decisions based on what would make others happy and that has gotten me nowhere! I made the decision to move back 2 years ago, and I didn't because there were all these telling me not to and I honestly don't really talk to them anymore. Breaks my heart, but its the truth. It has taken me a long time, but I have finally realized I have to make the decisions that will make me happy! I will miss Utah so much. I will miss being able to go the Temple Square to get away from all the stuff that gets my down. I will miss the wonderful and amazing people I have met here who have inspired me to be proud of who I am and not be ashamed. As much as I hate the snow, I will miss it! There is just so much I will miss! I have a few months left here, so all of my Utah friends, enjoy the time you do have left with me!